It's even worse than I thought. I've just looked back on my previous posts and I can't believe I let it get this bad. At the beginning of February I was so determined to get my shit together and I've completely fucked up. I haven't gained more weight but I haven't lost any either.

I'm fasting starting at midnight tonight until next Saturday. I'm also taking Jack for a walk every day. I'm also doing all the exercises I had planned for myself. I will be back to 180 in two weeks. I have to be back to 180 in two weeks. I was 180 when this whole mess started. If I can get back there then I can get focused again. Or at least continue my focused sort of diet. Continue my fasting if you will.